So there is this thing called a job...and I have always loved mine. I have had many different jobs throughout my adult life, but I have always enjoyed each actual job. Jobs, however, do not include supervisors or administration, only the tasks involved in your day to day work.
I have a new job out here in California. One that I began only 3 weeks ago...and I can honestly say that I have never been this bored in my entire life. And if you know me, you know that I am never bored. Prior to this job, I cannot remember the last time I was bored. Now don't get me wrong, I am truly thankful and grateful to have this job. Right now, especially in this area, it is very tough to obtain employment, and I know that I am lucky to have this occupation. However, it's boring. Plain and simple.
There are a few exciting times of the day. Like when a computer suddenly freaks out on a student and I have to come to the rescue! Or when a student needs to take a placement test and I am the only person who knows how to set it up for them! Or when a class is taking place and a student is lagging behind and needs some extra "skills help!" But, most of the time, I sit back in my little desk and I wait. The thing is, I don't even know what I am waiting for. I have put in 2 separate job applications at local colleges, but haven't heard anything back yet. And I am currently compiling the packet of materials required to apply for my California Teaching Credential. All of this is inspiring and whatnot...but when it comes down to it, I know I won't get these jobs. And even when I do receive my California Teaching Credential, there won't be a job open in the realm of Social Studies for many years.
I know it will take awhile to get my foot in the door someplace. I know that someday I will get my dream job. But, in the meantime, I am just waiting for a monthly paycheck and going to my job 19.5 hours a week because it is the best that I can get right now. And I don't like playing the waiting game.
Sick, Snow, Sounds, Spring
4 weeks ago

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